March 02, 2014

"I've experienced it."

Life as we know it and life in reality are like the two poles of earth. They never meet. We know life as beautiful or amazing or just like how we see them in the movies- happy endings. While in reality, it's the exact opposite. Not saying, there's no happiness but before reaching there, you cross enormous amount of hurdles which is why you realize the true meaning of the happiness you receive at the end of it. But like every other human, you desire for more. You start again but this time, to receive more of it. Atleast, more than what you got the last time. Imaginations also support your reality but you wish it was the other way round. You choose to make your imagination real forgetting they are an imagination yet for a reason, unknown to be disclosed. You don't care then. Although, you very well realize it later, just the hard way. Your desires crash, one after another. But one fine day, you stand up again even after knowing you might fall again. This time, harder than before. You still do it. You risk it. Fortunately, this time your risk takes a different turn. The turn you longed for. You take it as fast you can before even thinking where it might take you because you aren't scared of a failure anymore. You know, this time, if you face a failure again, you will stand up again only to enjoy it everytime it stands in front of you. You are happy. And maybe, just maybe, that's what matters. Your imaginations finally meet the reality. You realize it's about that time when you can proudly say you are living the life you knew about. You finally realize the two poles can meet, you just need to make them meet. A little effort, that's all you need to put. You've heard a lot of all this but now when you say it, you add- "I've experienced it."

You and the other one.

There is nothing better than having fun in life. You don't really bother if your way is right or wrong because you're so busy having fun. But, unknowingly, you happen to touch a person's heart. Maybe, that's where you need to stop but you don't want to. Why? Because it's fun. Selfishness defines you then. You drift. Fun is your new life. You get used to it. You love it. Somewhere inside, you feel you're wrong but you choose to ignore it because now, all you care about is yourself. You drift with the flow. Hard and fast. You don't know the end or probably, you don't care for you know yours alone but what about the other one? You think. You ignore. It keeps popping up in the little head. It makes you feel small. You realize how selfish you've been. Nevertheless, everything continues the same. At the end, you're fine. What about the other one? You don't know. You don't want to know. It bothers you but you choose to avoid it and just be selfish, all over again.