A boy doesn't turn into a man once he gets the hair on his face. Similarly, a girl doesn't turn in a lady just because she can now walk steadily on high heels. A woman doesn't turn into a mother just by having a baby. A person doesn't turn speechless after viewing the nature's hidden beauty. We don't change into something better or worse just like that. It takes a thought and in some cases, a thought process. Regardless of the facts, our thoughts continue to change and with them, change us too for better or for worse depending on its own wish, need, greed and want. The hard, deep thinking, the fight between internal angels and devils— it's all a part of the thought process which is too far from termination. Also, understanding every point that arises in the self conversation holds a special position in the process. Neglecting anything is not an option anymore. Neither is making priorities. Continuing it is a burden; ending it, a desire. It's more of a roller coaster ride that forgot to stop. All you can do is flow in the flow, experience the butterflies and have fun learning something out of it. That's probably the best way one can deal with the changes.
