February 15, 2014

Misery

Him: "I'll miss you."
Her: "As if I won't."

In an already long distance relationship adds another misery of not being able to contact at all and then for one hell of a long month, my life seemed to end pathetically. We were both surely sad just that I had more time to think about the sadness in my life than him. Also, unfortunately, more time to get affected by the whole sadness. Clearly, life and I were battling and certainly, I was nowhere near to win it. With every time and tide, the misery struck me nice and wise. "Cool!", I said facing straight at my bad luck and blaming every inch of all this to it. Nevertheless, it didn't really seem to make things any better. Facing it just got me more close to realising how away I was from him. Reality sucks, truly. It kills every fathom of your happiness with its sharp sword used very cleverly on people like me. Sad but true. Moreover, not being able to even wish each other on the so-called day of love, Valentine's day, was pricking nicely to me. Those thorns- couples engrossed in love were really helpful enough to this misery and kept pricking until I'd bleed. They were indeed successful. I could sense worst feelings flowing with the blood and alcohol in my body together. And as a matter of fact, these will come to me every now and then, just to make me realize how much of a happy life I cannot have.
Sweeeeet!

Just glad it was me

With the small talks we seldom had,
With every word that slipped your lip,
With every star that shined bright for us to see,
With the sun spreading its glorious nudity,
With every bite of love you took,
With the not-so-precious time you wasted with me,
With the toxic intake of nothing even close to low toxicity,
With the hand that chose to play around high-fives,
With every note of the song you sang for me,
With love shown bright in the eyes I barely stared,
And with all that coming at once straight,
I knew you loved somebody,
Just glad it was me.

Incredible India!

On one hand, there's an institution run up as MARD to stop rape and discrimination and on the other, there's another rape case being filed in the police. The way the faith in humanity is deteriorating because of the upcoming disasters of rape is hilarious and fastening. Nonetheless, nobody charges themselves responsible of the environment around them or the one they're actually living in. Another 17-year-old is the victim of such an issue and we're just here writing, reading and feeling sorry for the life in her which has now ended. Men turning into such animals is not only shocking but at the same time, most shameful. Moreover, all this has somehow become a part of a country unknowingly and we aren't even bothered about vanishing it. Irony is we have accepted it so easily. It is truly said, "People hear, feel anger and pity, talk about it for a few days, come up with a temporary action plan and forget." That's how we "Indians" are literally defined and it is becoming truer day by day. With a country where their own women are not safe, there's no bloody use of any bill because it will be passed temporarily with raging anger, talked about, misused and forgotten. That's who we really are or rather have become. It's high time but nobody really wants to face it. Just like every other time, we'll know, talk, feel and forget. Incredible India!