Selfishness resides in us, knowingly or unknowingly. We all tend to bend in front of people because of the selfishness of wanting them no matter what they do. Nobody cares if it's right or wrong, nobody even cares to think on it. Everybody just go on. Sometimes, with the flow, sometimes, in the flow. And because we're so busy ignoring it, we forget when and how it has become an integral part of our lives. Good or bad, we don't know. Either way, it stays. Inside us or with us. However, this selfishness is probably a negative word but most apt to describe this behaviour of ours. Sooner or later, those wants become our needs. You don't even realise and it's all into you like cancer. It turns venomous, biting and eating each part of you, one day at a time. So slowly, you don't even come to know. That venom makes you do things you never wanted yourself to do. Also, they're the exact opposite of what you wanted to do. Nevertheless, it's not about the wants anymore, just needs. You do whatever the situation demands and needs and flow with it, giving a blind eye to everything that is craving for your attention. If you meet their craving, it ends but if you don't, it just gets worse. Worse than you can even imagine. It blasts your head, turns you into a monster, inside-out. The things are still craving for you exactly like they did before or even more than that. The only end now is death or drawing your attention towards the ones who've been craving for it from a long time now. The sooner you do, the better for you. Otherwise, getting eaten by the little monster inside of you that turned big will eat the whole of you. So fast, you won't even have time to regret.
